Dec 16 2008
Cute Penguin & little Girl
I absolutely Love this Picture! Its so Adorable! ( I hardly ever use that word, but this picuture, is)

awwwwwwwww
Dec 16 2008
I absolutely Love this Picture! Its so Adorable! ( I hardly ever use that word, but this picuture, is)

awwwwwwwww
Dec 16 2008
so I was browsing the Toys R us Website for potential christmas Gifts for My one year old, and 2mins later I somehow end up browsing through Double strollers!
OMG i found the most beautiful, perfect Double stroller ever!

isnt it lovely?! Its Graco In G Galore (ahh, even the name is lovely)
then from there i went to the bassinets, playpen, playmats, fisherprice, infantino, tiny baby clothes… , I could go on forever!
I want another baby so bad now.. I wonder, perhaps i want the BABY STUFF more than i want the baby… you think?
Maybe, but then what explains the feeling of wanting to hold and care for a newborn?.. I dont know.. I never felt this way before. I blame it all on my Bestfriend, she too has a one year old (but she has a baby girl), and she is already about to give birth to her 2nd in january.. anywho, she recently had her baby shower, wich i attended, and i gotta tell ya, seeing all that baby stuff was driving me insane! i wanted it ALLL!!! I was just sitting there secretly wishing i was the one pulling out the little onsies and socks from the gift bags.
I might be pregnant at the moment but thats what i thought last month , all my dreams where crushed when aunt flow came knocking. That witch!
So yeah, hubby doesnt mind having another one, and i really want my son to have a brother or sister close to his age (not 6 years apart like my sister and i).
Somedays i think “well, i dont think we can even AFFORD to have a baby”. but then again.. you can never AFFORD to have a baby. You know what i mean?
ahh, only time will tell..
well back to my “christmas shopping”! 
thanks for reading!!